If you are hating me, loathing me then why are you so generous about coming to my blog so much often.? why not just erase me from your life & stop rounding your talks away about my everyday cycle. Its getting on my nerves.

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OKAY physic,
here i come. -

I should be sleeping, I thought.
Nothing appeals me so far, not any of those papers i bet cos Math2 was okay but confident wasn't as high so if I were to screw-ed up Math, then I;ll bid good-bye to my poly days but aye, what fuck, anyway, its about 6 months before that horrid returns. So should I be planning about what will it be like 6 months later or allowing my thoughts run wild. hoho







anyway its so rainy these days,
hopefully my mood wouldn't be affected by that updown climatic changes







I can't stand followers.




HAHA but i lived not once for you people so I don't treasure you people too.((:
Very very much not anymore:)







Anyway I don't remember if I've uploaded these cos I do so again for the sake my blog is so picture-less.

So are you wayyyy happier to have see your edited ones being removed?
anyway even if you don;t it doesn't matter cos it won't make any fuck difference=)

countdown for the depart of Math2,ChiP1,P2, Phy, Sci(MultipleChoice), SS & Screwed up literature.

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I think the next time I blog, wil be HOOOray its finally over,
anyway papers done were alright , aye dont want think much la.F *

YAwns.
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I missJerrome!
I miss spending time with him LA..
DEAR .... <3 *

two papers ended, finally i had a lil time to breath, just a lil . haaaaa. was Okay, just Okay.
gona mugn even more. sian....

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That empty room which we filled with anything superb eventually turned to naught.
I don't know if I'm too emotional but guess so & another was definitely due to that friendship we created which I never knew it was so untrue.

I saw you & tears almost streamed down.
It just do, it make me think about so much we've done
& now, seating beside each other only to realise very much that
we're only a pair of total stranger

I hope very much i can penetrate into your mind
to fucking hell know what you think
and to know if you ever missed me

practical ended, like a blink, for that so called I've more confident in, Chemistry, turned up to be screwed .Instead the one which I've been rushing to complete, Physics, turned up to be a better one,Jerrome taught me that IncidentReflected thingy , diagram drawing , very last minute only for maybe an hour or so, ha, & i know I can do it if I want very much, am so much motivated due to alot of things (: . anyway its about 5days , so much sigh, and again I'm here, wtf, but because I've studied for the entire day, I just need to type. HA.

I so much wana rant, but because this blog is not as personal anymore, I shouldn't do so very much.


one influence another, ended up having a thing in common, and
that apple is a bitch, and she's still a bitch.
you guys just don't fucking reminisce the moments spent.
perhaps its too short-lived that worth little to be remember.
what excaltly was the problem , may just be one sided heard.
who actually bother to ask & listen to the other side.
why do I have such copper-head like people lingering around,
they hear they follow they neglect the truth
fucking hell I know who you are who twisted & turned that conversation

NNBCB
you have your fucking Karma

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Today's not today,

While travelling the familiar tuesday route from my home to pasir ris , for tuition by the way, thoughts wandered to something I had read recently, many of those natural diasters occuring so much around the earth relate me to the reality i saw, was raining cats dogs , and the dark-hued clouds seemingly conquering the earth, many thoughts went through my mind, i was thinking if everything will be coming to an end, I want it home, I don;t know , maybe i was going insane maybe to much books , formulaes, facts running through

but anyway my instinct taught me to be extra cautious today ..

Z

I guess no matter which day,everyone ought to be extra careful , be it crossing roads even with the help green man, not, or what, cos its really important to take much care.. =)


Seven more days, Sigh.
GoodLuckPING.

hell,eLeven moredays,Damn.

I dont fucking consider myself as oneself who have got very lousy quantity of a friend. really. I've had absolutely clear mind set la, those who know me & is my goodie sure know me. aye damn. why am i again & again talking about them . memories will be always be memories, what longed to stay will always do. what shouldn't shall fade away with the help of time...
=/ Countdown to Nightmare, M-i-a PINGPING .


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Hereby wish boyfriend&myself HappyAdvanced 32Months On 16th,(Tuesday) =)
LOveya baby,Always-:D

Today,. went studying with ShiRui&Shevone. . We mugged from like 2 to 9,(: Lets continue mugging. 14days & lesser. Sigh
p.s: Dear Winnie,
shall askyou out for studying too.
But not airport my love.

Its too far.

Our nearby our Bedok will do. Really.

:)

Boy,ILoveyou.
I Do so much no matter what=)

aw anyway. Jiayou all<3

know i've got very dumbo modem . I don't know where had it came from, really what ulu brand la, Aztech, fuckng hell. connection was hell for the entire day la damn pissing ~ only like now it finally 'willing' to connect. aw anyway, dear Jeric, I hopeyou gona takecare alot in there @ RTC cos we'll be waitng here foryou.=)

am so much closer to o's each & everyday sigh. =(

thankyou friend very mcuh for enabling me to have a better perspective towards making new friends, meetng new people. I don't know if that duration period is very important but aye, fuck. why am i reminiscing it . stupid PINGHONGDU . okay anyway I wish you many lucks in whatever you do / doing .. thanks for that wonderful friendship shared and that very weird way of ending it , guess I won't be knowing whats th reason behind it just like I don't know why Ive lost yanling , she randomly appeared in my dreams that night , guess we were doing some old friends stuffs & when I woke up i randomly again called out yanling , sounded so gay lah but really, i miss this friend, verymuch. ;(


once again, whatever. cos i dont think im anywhere in her heart. seriously I don;t know why am I losing friends these days, perhaps problem really lies in me, aye WHATever again, cos i only treasure people who treasure me && I know who they are always & always=) Am I very right Charlotte,Crystal,Mazin,Doreen,Lynnette,Jessica,,Jerrome,Jerlin,Silas,CaiLi,Vince,Liang,Cecilia,Mong,Shirui,Shevone,Diana,Yanhan,Winnie
cos i believe alot they are the onlys ones who will always be the true ones around me..(:

ILoveyoupeople.

Lets have so much gatherings right after O's.(:

This Is Me&Jerrome When I Think We Were Like Only Sec
Three going to Four=)=)=)

Baby,ILoveYou:)
Muacks .

We were seating beside each other yet a hello aren't even spared. we tried avoiding for the same bus yet our mission still failed .. I don't see whats the problem , I thought we were the better ones, the sisters some may called , I thought I don;t mind losing others but why you. we spent the macs tog, the noodles we ate the money you lent. the cake i bought the tears u shed when im yet 18. I assumed you dote-d me. but why are all these happening. why are you running away from this issue. don't you find it important . Dont you miss me, dontyou remember our friendship. :(

tears indeed went falling , it just did .. Why had this friendship meant so mcuh when maybe it don't even longer exsist in you ,



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anyway. I tend to open my vision wider , further to be just seen, perhaps even to go deeper.

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maybe shudn't waste so much time on these why not throwing all these why and why to Math instead.won't it gona be more practical.we don't have much time left, 2weeksmaybe three left. happymuggn people.